Tuesday, May 20, 2008
today was still as eventful. went to sch early not to attend lecture but to search for books for you. i still dont understand why i am still doing so much things for you but i think nothing has changed in my heart. but now, i chose to take a step back and look at this with a bigger perspective. Hey my girl, if we are fated to be together, we will end up together again. How long the wait, how painful the wait, i will still wait. like what you said, i really need to build up my character now. i am rather embarrassed with my own behaviour now. Lean on CHRIST. i am leaning myself unto him. i need strength and power to get over this jealousy and bad feeling. i know it will take a long long time, but i know God doesnt put me thru this without a purpose. i will walk this path created by Him with courage and righteousness.
whoever youre gonna be with, i hope you enjoy yourself and put God as your first priority. i will be right here waiting for you.
dark and down life i have...
God bless you
elroy
Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 6:16 PM
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