Thursday, May 22, 2008
Thinking of MY MONSTER!! ):
Life hasnt been really good for me ever since i was forced to face this harsh fact. though i shut my mouth up right now, but i really do have many things to tell you. but i should not come into your blissful and happy life right now. i am not blaming anyone. Not you me or even him. i guess i am really forcing myself to accept this. nevertheless, it stills pains to see you in some other guys hands. i know how much i love you and i know you still love me. i am very sure. unless you still me that you dont. 'It's too late to apologise' this is really meaningful song that all those in a relationship should listen to. dont wait for things to happen then you start to apologise profusely. it is just too late.
Spending more time in sch is good in some ways but bad too. i will never know when i will bump into you and start to emo. the amount of pain you caused to me can never be described. i will pick up... but i know it will be long. unlike you :) nothing seem to have happened. its good in a way, least i know you are not living everyday in pain.
I once asked"what can really cleanse my heart and remove all the sour and uncomfortable feeling?" Gwendelyn said, "THE BLOOD OF JESUS" and i think its really true. pray and pray, you'll feel God's supernatural power working on your life.
God bless MY MONSTER and all of you.
take care and goodnight
Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 10:00 PM
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