Friday, May 23, 2008
I HATE YOU! this was what i said. you created so much joy in me and you were the one that took it away. i really dont know how to describe you. But now i think again, was that from the bottom of my heart? i cry till my eyes are swollen every night, till i have headache when i wake up. and just sorry can heal the deep wound? the sorrow i am going through? i know youve found yours, youre living in bliss now. fine, i am happy for you for that. but dont come regretting one day. i tell you it will be too late. i am gonna flunk all of tests because of you. i have no appetite, no mood to do everything. you have seriously caused chaos to my life.
time to give up. i doubt i will be able to trust any girl in future. i wont be able to give in all i can cause i am afraid of falling hard again. this relationship failed and it will be the biggest failure of my life. trust me or not, i will never forget how much pain youve inflicted to me.
a messed up guy with a messed up life.
nights
*i thank God for giving me such a wonderful dream and that is to let me enjoy the warmth of holding your hands. i miss it so much and i will miss it forever.
Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 11:20 PM
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