Monday, May 19, 2008
Don't judge one by its cover. i may be talking a lot of crap during sch. but how many of you know how i feel deep down in me? i am slowly pouring out my sorrows. i cant act anymore. i tried to be happy, i tried to act as if nothing happen. but I still have my weakness and will break down some day. now that i am trying to accept this fact that we're no longer related, tears still flow unknowingly. you gave me so much happiness that i even tear because of joy. i was so shocked and touched by the effort you made for my 16th birthday. that was the biggest present i ever got. but i know ever since December. things are starting to take a turn for a worse. you started to ignore me. scold me and pick a fight with me every week. I still remember that fateful countdown we had. i didn't even enjoy myself. ever since I know this is going to happen some day. and true enough it happened. 7th April. Before my birthday I got such a great shock. more than a month later, i am still in that situation of sadness and pain. but I now it has ended and REALLY ended. i thank you for all that you've did for me and sacrificed for me. those days were indeed great with you. eat and eat, laugh and laugh. many moments we spent together are still right deep in my mind. curdling them like how i curdled you cos i will never have them again.
i just want to wish you a happy journey ahead. When you get married, if we are still in contact, ring me up. i owe you a tiara. its a promise and it will forever be a promise. and my dear friends, if you know about this, I don't expect you guys to stay silent. you can gossip all you want cos i care not. how people view me is not important cos i know GOD will never look down on me. Avril,I still love you. May you come back to me again.
my heart is dead since 7th April. that fateful day.
Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 7:34 PM
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